Wow! Can you honestly believe it's a new year??? A whole new 366 days (It's a Leap Year) to make anything you want to out of them. Amazing. Not only that, but this year is the year I turn 30. I've been on this Earth for 30 years! I can't even begin to fathom that. Wonder what I'll feel like around 40? Not ready for that milestone yet, no offense to the 40somethings out there. ;)
So, I'm sure you as my loyal readers have noticed that I have gone from posting every day to barely hitting this once a month. The lovely pictures of my creations gone, no updates, I'm sure you are experiencing withdrawals well it's time to tell you why I've buried myself deep away from this blog. I'm finally ready to do it.
Ok, on December 15, 2006 I broke up with my boyfriend of nearly 8 years. Ever since I got sick a few years back, I've just had this sense of empowerment and wanting more out of my life which sadly did not include him. Upon breaking up with him, I spent several months looking for a job and dealing with the rejection notices. I take things personally, always have. It's one of my flaws. Anyway, I finally found one in July of 2007 and have been working diligently since then. I've had to deal with a few other stresses since then but I don't want to be a complete open book.
Now comes from the shocker, most of my life I have done nothing for myself. I have always done for other people mainly due to the past I led as a child but that's another novel. So, I am taking a huge chance and for once in my life doing something for myself. By the end of this month, I will be leaving this state, my home since I was 15 and moving out west to Kansas. A dear friend of mine has a sick mother and five children and well you get the idea. I'm not only going out there to help her but to help myself achieve all the things that i've wanted to. I'm definitely not getting any younger and now is as good as a time as any. So I'm now going through things, packing, trying not to let fear keep me from this..so needless to say things are just wow right now.
I hope to get back to the things I love here soon. Writing, (maybe one day you'll read my stories) stitching and all that. So I apologize for the lapse of activity but I do hope that will change once I get to my new home. =) Thank you as always for your support and love. It truly has helped me pave this way for myself.
*HUGS*
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6 comments:
Wow sis!! I'm so proud of you for setting out on your own. You will do well, and will certainly be in my thoughts and prayers as you go through this huge transition in your life. You know I'll always be there for you, so don't ever be afraid to text or call and definitely e-mail! Best wishes to you!!!
there is nothing wrong with thinking of yourself !!
I wish you all the luck, and hope you find what you are looking for !!
2008 is for exciting times, my friend. Call/text/email when you want/need to.
Hopefully by the time you get settled, I'll have Crane Paradise ready! :P
It sounds like an exciting part of your life! *best wishes*
Ash the very best of luck to you with your move. I hope 2008 will bring you every happiness and everything your heart desires.
Keep us posted on sanman and let us know how you are getting on.....
((((((((((hugs))))))))) and happy moving....and happy stitching
GOOD LUCK WITH THE MOVE! AND THE NEW FRESH START, SOMETIMES IS THE BEST THING =]
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